[ And Phainon is a little put out at the idea that he wouldn't be able to do so, even with the heat baring down on him.
Thus far, he has lived through years of this, has survived all of his heats alone without anyone at his side. There's no need to worry about what might happen, because he can take care of himself and protect himself, no matter what else might be ahead of him. It's what he has done for his hears for years, long before he had arrived in the city, and it is what he intends to do until he finds someone that wants him.
He isn't optimistic, considering his nature and the path before him, but he can hope. He can dream of a future, even if he isn't confident of his own. ]
I am eating, sleeping, and training, as I always do. If it was too much, I'd rest.
[ Which is true, even if all his instincts are bullying him to go home and make some kind of blanket filled, pillow flooded nest to hide in. ]
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[ And Phainon is a little put out at the idea that he wouldn't be able to do so, even with the heat baring down on him.
Thus far, he has lived through years of this, has survived all of his heats alone without anyone at his side. There's no need to worry about what might happen, because he can take care of himself and protect himself, no matter what else might be ahead of him. It's what he has done for his hears for years, long before he had arrived in the city, and it is what he intends to do until he finds someone that wants him.
He isn't optimistic, considering his nature and the path before him, but he can hope. He can dream of a future, even if he isn't confident of his own. ]
I am eating, sleeping, and training, as I always do. If it was too much, I'd rest.
[ Which is true, even if all his instincts are bullying him to go home and make some kind of blanket filled, pillow flooded nest to hide in. ]